You can quit replaying those moments in your head.
The past is done. Move forward. Have grace for yourself.
I have made you. I will carry you; I will sustain you and I will rescue you.
Miss Elizabeth. I have struggled in vain and I can bear it no longer. These past months have been a torment. I came to Rosings with the single object of seeing you… I had to see you. I have fought against my better judgment, my family’s expectations, the inferiority of your birth by rank and circumstance. All these things I am willing to put aside and ask you to end my agony.
oh my, i can’t
If you love deeply, you’re going to get hurt badly. But it’s still worth it.- C.S . Lewis